What are you surprised about? Love inspires and pushes you to do things you wouldn’t dare to do in your right mind! No wonder so many dramas and comedies have been filmed about it.
You do not have enough ...
love and any extreme!
But we do not urge you to fall in love head over heels. Still, feelings are “chemistry” that can be experienced in a safer way. Hitchhike, skydive, raft down mountain rivers. This will work 100%: money loves energy, which is exactly what you need.
for music is the easiest way to recharge your emotional batteries. After all, it is far more pleasant to dream, feel sad, dance and rejoice accompanied by good tracks.